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Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that


I've got that song stuck in my head. Hannah and I were just singing it. We're in Design & Technology, our class, 9.3. I'm gonna miss all these guys next year, when we get split up next year. We're being setted, and also I'm hardly doing any of the same subjects as the people who I get on best with.

Was texting Sammy last night. It makes me so happy, just talking to her. It's bad really. I was also talking to Charlie about everything, even after last night's post. She thinks I really just need to see Lex. I'll know, the minute I see her, I'll know. And I'm dreading what it is that I'll know. Because there is no way in hell I want to end it ith her. Michael told me that she'd never end it with me.

She'll be heartbroken, I'm almost positive of that. All of the talk of marriage, kids, everything, I feel like I've been leading her on all along. But I really meant it, when I said it, I did! I'm just not too sure I mean it anymore. Like Charlie said, "things change, people change", but I never wanted it to change. It just has.

I was wondering whether or not she's had all of these problems. If secretly she's going through exactly what I'm going through. Maybe that's why she's never online, never talks to me anymore. I would be surprised, but I suppose it's a possibility.

It's the end of the term, only two more lessons to go. I'll miss everyone, I'll miss them loads. Because whenever we make plans, we never seem to keep them. It sucks as well! Sometimes I feel like I'm drifting from them, even though they tell me I'm most definitely not. But whatever.

It's the end of the lesson now, so I need to finish up. I'll be back later for sure!

Take care, who ever can be bothered to read this.

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