Bittersweet memories, that is all I'm taking with me...

So, goodbye. Please don't cry.
We both know, I'm not what you, you need.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I'm a bit frightened.
I booked my tickets for San Diego this summer, and now I'm worried I'll muck up and they'll all hate me!
Okay... so maybe that's going a bit too far, but I'm still worried that I won't get along with people how I think I will.
But I'm still excited. So it's all good!

I'll tell you what else is good... I met a new girl last week.
Her name is Sasha, and she is amazing! Unbelievably like myself it's scary, and the rapport is explosive. We already have such a good relationship, and we've known each other for a week!

Three bad points:
She's taken.
She lives three and a half hours away.
She's over a year younger.

While I'll admit age doesn't mean anything, and it wouldn't stop me going out with her, it's been really difficult on me these past few days coming to terms with the fact that one of these days I'm going to become the supportive half in a relationship, the older, stronger person rather than what I have been in the past. I tend to be a clingy person who falls back on my partner, however hard that might be to believe.
There's a battle going on in my brain.. and it hurts!

There are thousands of good points, so there's no point even attempting to list them in order to counteract the "bad point" list.
We've been playing The Game. One person asks the other a question, and that person answers and then asks the other a different question. You start off with small, simple questions and the more the game progresses, the deeper and more personal they get. The Game only ends when one person refuses to answer a question, and that question gets bounced back to the asker. If that person then answers the question, they become the winner.
We're going good!

So she's one more person to add to the ever-growing list of people I have romantic feelings toward at this moment in time. It has now gone up to four people. How ridiculous?

I was helping Sasha with her homework earlier! *Smiles* She wanted to carry on playing The Game, but I told her we were not carrying on until she got her homework done. She told me that she could multi-task, but I said not until she had at least ten points down. I don't want her falling behind like I did.

I can't stop going on about her, I just realised. And I'll probably be going on, and on, and on, and on about her for a while. Just because she is THAT amazing! :)

There are few people I am truly glad I have met... she is one of them.

I'll be back soon, I promise.

Take care o' yourself xxxx